So today 1st August and masuk hari ke-12 kita berpuasa then malam ni malam yang ke-13 umat Islam menunaikan ibadat solat terawih. I hope this year is the best Ramadhan for me, Amin! So it's been a long time since my last post right. Yeah, I'm doing good lately but busy with school stuff and family things. Go there, do this, do that. Kenduri this kenduri there haha. So nak buka cerita pun cerita semua dah berhabuk masuk store already.
People thought. Sometimes i don't understand with people. Like hey why you do that and thinking about something bad. You know, negative thought. Ehem, saya pun macam tu thats why saya pun tak faham dengan diri saya sendiri. LOL. Okay. Its like, yeah for example me. Im online-ing my facebook or twitter page and then i scroll scroll down page read 'what on their mind' okay whatever. Then terdetik dekat hati, like 'Euw, this guy. Euw this girl. You guys don't have any life post all your problems on facebook. If status sikit takpala, ni kalau boleh nak buat karangan, tapi dalam exam karangan hampeh' *sigh. Something like that. Satu lagi, kalau saya tengah jalan jalan ke mana mana, then saw someone i can't stand look at them. Ya Allah, they so pretty and then banding banding dengan diri sendiri. Hmph, then keluar la kat kepala otak 'Why i can't be like them' *sad face* Then yeah saya macam tu dulu. *poker face* Manusia, mana boleh lari dari dengan perasaan. Kejap benci, kejap suka, kejap marah, kejap baik. Haha. But now, I'm trying my best to think positive se-positive-positive -nya. Insha'Allah. Maybe kita tak kenal orang tu, then sesuka hati ja pergi judge them. Bak kata orang orang tua, tak kenal maka tak cinta la kan. So we need to know them before to talk about them. I mean Wey jangan kutuk belakang, nanti timbul fitnah. Try to talk nicely with them. Kalau salah, tegur lah dengan betul. Kalau tanak dengar, hak masing-masing kita dah try cakap is it. So let them. Tak salah pun buat benda jujur.
So, I'm sorry if i did something like buat benda sakit hati or what with you guys. Yeah, I'm so sorry. I'm not strong enough to face all of you to asked for forgiveness. Ha-ha me. I'm trying to be a better person. Don't judge me by my past. I don't live there anymore. And my past for me, it's just a nightmare. Don't bother your head and also my kepala otak to talk about my past. Thank you.
Salam X :)
P/s: My english was bad. Haha, you know i'm trying to improve my english lately =P